Aiks!

Hmm~

Am I toooo sensitive? For the very first time, I cried because somebody do something that touched me a lot~ My tears are like stream scrolling down my cheeks~ (but not in front of that people)

Everytime I crushed on somebody, I'll imaginate something and crazily thinking him~
For him, even worse, I think of him everyday, every night, every moment. Oh~

I tried to stop myself from doing such crazy stuff coz I know we'll never be together (although other people said that he treat me differently compare to them). But, I JUST CAN'T DO IT! My heart melt by him, his eyes are 'electric-shock'-ing me. Once I saw him, my heart FLY into the sky(sounds lame).

We shall meet on Christmas Eve. What will happen that time? I just can't stop imagine~