Countdown with memories

I must drench my blog in a new year feel.
A new skin maybe.

Anyway,
since it's the last day of 2010,
I'm gonna post a lot in case I missed this moment.
LOL!

Hmmm... Where to start?

Let's talk about this ridiculous 2010.
Seriously. For real. The emo-est year of all.

Kick start with a packaging-and-tiring job, I feel like dieing on the spot. Then I quited.

Then, found a salesgirl job. But I failed to sale myself (whatever, it's the 18th year that I'm single). The freaking 4 months that I realise how important schooling is. The freaking four months I almost tear myself into 18 pieces because of sucky colleague.

Apart of working, crushes. The shallowest guy I've ever met. But, he end up get served of what he did. Feel pity for him but the show is interesting!

Then, suddenly, out of no where, another crush. Ewww... I'm so shallow. No no no. The previous shallow guy is a bit of fangirl-liking. But this one is different. Indescribable. Just, perfect. I've done my part. YET, what I predicted is BINGO! Right through the bull-eye. GAH.

Okay, I'm so done with so-called crushes. I'm sealed. But, NOW, when I wanted to unseal, it seems failed.

Because of the wound that doesn't seems to clot, I started to follow K-pop. Discovered Amber, and TOTALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH HER. And what-the-hell I lost interest on guys! Must get myself more normal, I WANT TO GET MARRIED!

Blah...

Then school life.
I'm so damn glad I have all those GREAT-AWESOME-THAN-EVER friends. I like them a lot. Even just a few months, but they seemed to be the best friend of life. Really treasure them. Luckily I stayed. LOL.

At the same time, I started to struggle, even until now. Science or no-science. Confused, really. I want to do something linguistic, but I want to do Biotechnology at the same time. But, is biotech really "go" into my blood. Is it what I craved for? Then Marine Biology after finishing "Deception Point". FYI, a "cita-cita" since I was 15. Rumours said that this job will make you penniless. But, a challenging job is what I want. Struggles, struggles, struggles.

End of the year.
I'm working as a salesgirl again, and again I failed to sale myself. wtf. At least I learned more about cameras and photography, my used-to-be hobby. And yeah, I prefer semi-pro like EP1, FZ100, sort of. Ask me about price, I'll give you good price cos' I get no commission. LOL!

Now, this moment, I'm writing blog. The habit since I was 15 after awed by blogger and wanting to keep myself a journal. FAILED. I deleted numerous blog. Those memories. GOSH, idiot. By the way, the previous two blogs I have is still there, just that I hide them. When I'm bored, just read back how stupid I was. LOL.

4 more hours and it's 2011. It's gonna be a year where my birthday would be 11/11/11!
-Gonna treasure everything I have.
-Gonna lose some a lot of weight, in order to get married.
-Gonna work very hard for STPM, the most vital exam in life.
-Gonna learn more languages, or at least, more Korean.
-Gonna exercise more.
-Gonna express myself more, and in a good way.
-Gonna stop harbouring so many hatred.
-Gonna ignore useless people that bring sadness in my awesome 2011.
-It's gonna be awesome so I must be happier.
-World must be peace, please.
-Maybe 2012 is really the world's end but f**k it, I'm so gonna celebrate 11/11/12.
-Yes, less time online, read more, useful stuff, IN ENGLISH, wtf.
-Curse less, wtf. I mean...
-Know more friends, I feel like the circle is shrinking.
-Hmm... Think faster.
-Don't be keh-poh-chee like this year anymore.
-Drink more water.
-Be kind.
-Blog moderately.
-Keep the faith. Amber~
-Be less gross. I'm gross, so ewww...
-Wear more girlish.
-Put some make up or the money I used to buy the super expensive BB cream will be wasted.

Guess that's all. Hmm....

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