Creeps

It's gonna be great to have ED. I so wanna tear off my mouth.
I want to feel weightless, I don't care if the wind blows me off.
I just don't want the same thing repeats for another 19 years and I'm still pathetically living.

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

I don't belong here...


p/s: And yeah, finally coffee makes me diarrhea after having 2 packs of Nescafe Rich putting in one cup and drink in a shot. OH MY... The next morning I was like hung over and my head pain like shiet.