end of June-July anger.

there's soooo much i want to say.

1. sorry but you faked too much that i can't stand any of it. it's okay not to mention something but you mentioned it like a shrimp head. and, excuse me, your sequence of speaking?! try to trap me? you thought i'm those people who will jump into a hole easily? hoho, you underestimated me. and, i don't fucking stay in the past like an immature anymore. reality is reality. if the embarrassed me is what you want to see, sorry, you failed like a total loser. you, already, don't know me anymore, stop acting like you are and giving those fake concern. i ain't idiot. imma boss. LOL. just gotta stand there and watch you act. claps. and go away. i'm good and fabulous.

2. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with somebody's eye, i know i'm pretty *cough* and what not, but please, i beg u, don't ever fucking stare at me like that, it's unpleasant seriously. i'm not suspect kay?! i'm normal, more than 120% normal, don't stare at me, it scares me. wtf. i'm getting more and more stares. wtf is wrong idk. (at least i look, i don't stare.)

3. things just don't happen in 2D or 3D, it has got multiple Ds. Look, think from different perception then only you decide how to treat me okay? like, i don't even know what's wrong with what i did. weird. so freaking weird. ugh.

4. 不要随随便便对号入座, thank you.

5. those posts i posted is seriously temporary. i'm now relieved and i can solve everything clearly. end. of. story. and i told someone who knows nothing at all, which is also a way to make myself relieved.

ugh. must pick a day from each month to write such thing. this is SO me.