untitled.

I can feel the "something" that keep us apart.

"... although it's been long, but I still can't get close to your heart..."
"... this moment, our eyes meet, my heart beat skips..."

i don't know what but "something".

d'you know the dare to post all this? hmm.

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that irritated morning really gives me a serious nightmare. everyday i was like freaking afraid about what if i meet that guy again?! and the morning after that day, when i was changing i told myself, don't ever wear bras, so i chose sport bra. i don't even dare. ugh. and gotta put on wax and act really brave and pattern when i was walking. this is pretty close to being lala but i don't care. the fear crawl over my head and i'm seriously haunted by that day.

i was still impressed by my answer when that weird guy asked:
“你有男朋友吗？”
with the most intelligent way, i answered:
“我喜欢女生的。”
that guy asked with curiosity like he never heard of lesbian before:
“虾？你喜欢女生的啊？”
i emphasized my stand:
“虾！”

LIKE A BOSS!

Anyway, referring to Krystal, HyunA, Amber, so and so, I DO like girls right?! And I was seriously confusing about my sexual orientation. And that "semicolon" of mine really stopped me for liking guys, so I guess, ya, i do like girls!

AND, haircut! don't ever keep long hair without dyeing it into really badass colour e.g. pink, red, blonde, gray. I need to keep my hair as short as possible!

seriously, i was too haunted.