# 4

- my socially-awkwardness is kinda annoying and it's getting serious. brr. friend then unfriend, lol. okay. my fault. since when? hmm. after that very incident? yeah, i think so.

- hair, why you no perfect? just got my hair cut like 2 weeks ago and it's now ruined. no nice. brr. 

my stylist is perfect but not me. =[

- MY NEW MOTIVATION TO STUDY!!! Mnet live in msia. woahwoahwoah my f(x) is finally coming!!! TT my girlfriends~ why? you may wonder why is it related to exam. it's another reason for me to study.. ahem excuse. after all these depression due to trial results, i kinda give up already, but now i'm rekindled! HAHA! just to prepare myself really well before i head down to PJ. Bio MCQ, Math 1 and 2, PA MCQ. not too gai right? I CAN MAKE IT! all for my girls! 

just, i'm going alone. aw. nobody would be that crazy as me. =[ forever alone f(an). nvm, i will make some friends. but... socially awkward me? duh.

- going to school as usual, not giving myself rest time. staying at home is wasting my time. i want to stay in library after school, but look at the freaking rain! RAIN! it rains when i want to go home. and i don't feel like 打伞 (lol, this is some ATAS chinese) even my umbrella looks chio. so, i can only study hard at school, online at home for like a few fucking hours which is so fucking unnecessary then study. I WILL STUDY HARD FOR MY GIRLS I REPEAT.

- getting more and more i-don't-give-a-shit because i really don't like to give a shit to everyone. ya know, i'm afraid to expose myself to the world. the more you expose, the more wounds you'll get. just don't give that much of shit then the sky'll be blue, grass'll be green and rainbow'll be rainbow and unicorn poop rainbow, world is perfect. oh my, too much nonsense. 

- extreme diet plan again ARGH! cornflakes make you really full srsly. me gusta. to me: you better be persistent enough or you no need to go Mnet concert! inside me: OMO OKAY OKAY OKAY!