like... update???

- working working and moar working. then internet internet photoshop and finally passed out having only 2-3 hours of sleep per day. no time blogging. life is some boring shits nothing to elaborate but to complain.

- wanting to quit this job but no motivation to find a new job. let me just rot in this factory... my week knees won't allow me to stand for a whole day in mall. my 2 months availability is a big stone tripping me here and there. hell. this is hell. LET ME JUST FREAKING START UNI OKAY.

- sincerely saving money. spent January's and the 10 days' salary in 4 months COMPLETELY. *claps* blame sis for asking me to buy that expensive hat and souvenir. MUST at least buy myself a laptop okay... though i still want a flip phone for real... stupid retarded phone MUST BE REPLACED! even the samsung midi-ringtone phone is better...

- where is my gay instinct? where? how could i just... no... akhem... i fangirled... noooooooo... it's all f(x)'s fault, leaving me all depressed and emotional... please, f(5). pleaseee... i beg u.

- fangirl too much, sleep too little, rest too little. blood pressure hasn't been so high before. i was all dizzy in this few days. yet... akhem... fangirl too much. what the hell is all these headache gosh.

though, life is still beautiful~ <3