decisions to make

week eleven
now, the pressures comes in. mainly because of the procrastination shits.
i'm damned.

stealing some time before sleep to update le blog a bit.

I'm back to being alone again though. And I'm catching up with the old routine. Still coping, I guess. I learned walking meditation. And do whatever I want according to my own pace. Life goes on and people come in then walk out.

Feels. them feels.
I feel like an useless undergrad, having done too little in this three years time.
Regrets oh fuck.
decisions to make. which way i should take after graduating?
self reflect and stuffs like that.

so much feels recently i cant feel peace in my heart. must sort out those feelings and get things done. I must feel peace. must return the serenity to my heart.

and i'm grateful that I have Dhamma and I'm a Buddhist. so that the road i take is less tiring.