Graduating from high school like... FINALLY!

And I graduated like this. aww.

and ended my pedophile life. aww.

and still need to take exam. aww.

and so stressed out. aww.

i don't really feel anything about graduation. too many things on my mind that i don't quite bother about graduating. looking back at my old posts and who've i became? i don't know.  there's too much changes and too many things remains. some lines are blurred and i don't know what to do about all these blurred lines. aw. just let it be.

i didn't study really hard. what i do is just keep giving myself unnecessary pressures and shit. and those excuses that i think i won't stop giving unless i die. i'm quite useless.

one thing i'm happy about graduating is that i didn't gone mad in this one and a half year. at least i looked pretty normal compared to when i was in lower form.  and nobody know how i was when i was really mad. that's good! i hold my anger quite well!

and friends. thank you. if it wasn't you all i think i might die from boredom. at least there's people beside me when i'm sad. at least, finally, someone can give some attention to my pointless emo stories. and my endless stalks and creeper stories.

the thing about still be in girl school is that i'm still socially awkward to both sexes. ??? ide.

ahem. i still didn't get to sexually verbally harass LOL people who i stalk. i look like someone with really bad mood all the time. i look weird. my pedophile image is too obvious. i never talk to people i don't know. i don't even smile. i look like someone who don't give a shit about lots of stuffs.  and i don't look good. i have serious facial problems. i'm almost overweight luckily i pulled back to the normal range but recently my appetite just go WILD idk. my glasses are weird. my umbrella don't look good. my elephantatic pink pencil case is too girlish, i might turn that into a makeup case instead. taking out my spongebob file is quite embarrassing. i can't ride a bike. i can't drive a car. i walk weirdly. i can't be slim like how i planned. i'm dull. i don't know what the fuck i'm doing at this moment, this graduating moment. i'm so attention seeking and so shy. the fuck this person is?! yeah, that's me.

i really hope that everyone can like this design and everything inside though there's lots of typos and stuff. this thing made me cried before because i'm insane about the little pressures that i exaggerated from 0.01 Pa to 73849769278367149786 kPa. whatever. sure, there'll be criticism and stuffs which will make me so butthurt. i want to know anyway. or maybe they'll be like yerr why like that one, hmm i think this is not good lor, ugly, the designer must be some attention seeking bitch (yes i am), the fuck is this? okay, maybe i exaggerated.

tl;dr ?

exam in like less than a month and i'm wasting my life doing useless stuffs and finish exam and wait for result then enter uni after 9 freaking months to take whatever course fate chose for me.

the end.