Graduating Chap 2

U6SB
The quiet class, the study class, and the not so strategic because it's so near to canteen and stairs class.
hmm... where should I start?
i sometimes regret that i'm still in science stream (seeing all my friends playing so hard while i'm stuck in this class and sky is blue grass is green blah, makes me butthurt) but sometimes i feel the need to stay in science stream (i want to be a vet or whatever job i will eventually fail on doing due to my bitchyness). but... despite of all those bullshit i stepped on, i still continue on science stream and here's the end. i failed badly, fell badly, cried badly, hair dropped badly, pimples grew badly, hormones messed up badly.
people. yeah people. hmm. everyone's studying, occasionally joking and being sarcastic. it's a good environment for study. very good. that's why we're getting first place that 风纪比赛! but seriously, when i started to talk less and focus my eyes on all the books on my table, i realised that there's nothing i can do besides of studying. i don't actually found someone who can has a "heart to heart to heart TALK!" with me. i got so many emotions but i'm suppressed. not all bad though, i like to be somehow mysterious. uhh...
just that people are too into studying. or maybe they're faking they don't know about some obvious facts. i like that though, leaving teacher wasting time explaining the stuff that clearly everyone knows then i can look into the blue sky and start to day dream.
overall, i kinda somehow on-and-off like this class. yeah, peace.

LE AWESOME FRIENDS
THAAAAAANK YOUUUUUUU... more than words. thanks for accepting this annoying troublesome bitchy me, thanks for listening to all my 小事化大 rants.  you two are awesome friends that i cherish a lot! <3

*i don't know how to express my happiness literally but i can complain in all sort of way. typical complain girl.

and also le interesting form 6 friends and  some other friends... er. do anti-social me have any? anyways, thanks everyone who sparks my 18-19-nearly-a-full-time-adult-life.

lots of loves <3

sincere complain girl.

to someone i dare not tell you about all the feelings i have for you: i don't know what happened but please put down all the views you may or may not misunderstood about me. i don't expect to have back the relationship that we used to have but... i just don't want the me you may-or-may-not-misunderstood be inside your memory. peace.

aw. sounds so gay. but srsly nothing more than friendship.