all sort of regrets

same.old.me

why?

it's not tough to continue the course but it really burdened me.
having dictation every week is no fun.
i can fail the dictation but i'm a perfectionist.
and, i scare lak se.
sueh ai bin.

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i don't know what drive me to move on anymore.
because i'm still the same old me.

afraid of unknown and uncertainty.
which means, everything.

just need a little bit more time to adjust .
to somehow hold everything into place,
to not get lost,
to stand still.

for that tiny dream.

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I can't take in things that come too fast.
I need time.

and my bitch face, isn't helping.
I can't help with that.
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down.